This was actually written down a few nights ago.

I feel down tonight. Dunno why, just do. They say that happiness is a choice. Well, I didn’t choose to feel down. And yet I am. *sigh* I know I could just snap out of it. But takde incentive right now. Just want to wallow in it for a while. Cheh! Such bad habit!

I’m working on a new shoot. It’s called “Secarik Wajah Rindu”. Azhar Sulaiman’s the main actor. A lot of other actors have turned it down before I was the one that accepted it. Makes me wonder what the heck I just got into.

I’m telling you, I live a lot of guy’s wet dreams. I went to watch Afdlin’s show at Planet Hollywood last Sunday, and there was a really pretty girl there that I noticed. Wasn’t going to do anything, I’m just your typical Malaysian voyeur. Anyway, after the show, a friend of mine comes up to me and says, “Ako. There’s this girl that wants to meet you and she’s been going on and on about you.” Then he points her out to me and it’s that pretty girl! I was dumbfounded. Like, this does not normally happen, okay. I mean the pretty ones are usually taken or have so many people chasing after them. That’s why they don’t normally be the, how shall I put it… the aggressor. So me being me, I, of course had to meet her, not knowing what the heck to say. Didn’t have to say much. She told me she loved me and was a big fan of mine. Then we danced. Then we said our goodbyes and I joined Afdlin in Concorde for supper. We ended up chatting till 6 am.

LAST FIVE ENTRIES

Over - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2005
A short ramble - Monday, Jul. 18, 2005
Results - Saturday, Jul. 09, 2005
A book understanding - Monday, Mar. 28, 2005
Soreness - Tuesday, Mar. 15, 2005