Feel so weird today or, at least, for the moment. I feel like expressing myself, but I don't have anything to say. Actually, I had started an earlier entry tonight and then I just stopped and erased everything. It wasn't what I wanted to write even though the subject matter is important to me. I feel torrents of emotions coursing through me, but at the same time I feel lifeless. Could be just tired. Could be just sad. Or it could be both.

I guess I am sad, but not for me. For things and people around me. In particular my girlfriend. She's going through a hard patch right now. I wish I could help her, but it seems there is very little I can do except to be there for her and encourage her. And even though I get the impression from a lot of people that that's alot, I don't feel satisfied.

LAST FIVE ENTRIES

Over - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2005
A short ramble - Monday, Jul. 18, 2005
Results - Saturday, Jul. 09, 2005
A book understanding - Monday, Mar. 28, 2005
Soreness - Tuesday, Mar. 15, 2005