Gosh... it's been so long since I entered anything in this diary. I'll admit I've been a bit lazy... Lot's of things have happened though. Been very the busy. So where do I begin? I don't even know if I want to write about everything. Yeah, definitely don't want to write about everything.

Was in a life threatening accident. If I had had a passenger riding with me they would've been seriously injured if not dead. I fell down about a story into a ravine. Amazingly I escaped with only 3 scratches and a bruise. My car's in very bad shape, it's beaten up all over the place except for the driver's side. A couple of pictures of the car will be going up on the acidrainrecords site. Car's still in the workshop (my accident happened in the last week of puasa). I don't think that the bengkel and the insurance company have worked anything out yet, so my car's just sitting there in the workshop. And of course, the time when I don't have a car is when I've lots of things to do and lots of places to be. *sigh* And to top it all off, just last night I borrowed my dad's car... and the ignition breaks. It was going to break anyway but, of course, it had to break while I was using the car!

Apart from my usual misadventures with cars, my usual misadventures with computers is still on going. Now, not only is my desktop fried so is my laptop, and I mean that literally; it was actually bellowing out smoke! Oh and my misadventures is spilling over onto handphones now. I've gone through 3 handphones in a matter of 5 months and my current one is on the blink.

God! I sound so negative!!!

Something interesting. For some reason I seem very reluctant to put into writing my thoughts and my experience of winning my award. I would've thought that I would've been very excited and would want to share that whole experience with everybody, but I don't. I find that I actively try to avoid the whole thing, even in thought. That whole experience is very weird for me. It's like, "Betul ke?"

Things are going well with me and Liena, we even talked about the M-word. Not only that, there's even a proposed date; 19th Feb 2004. My idea because her birthdate falls on the 17th, mine on the 21th, so if we have it on the 19th it's right in the middle and I only have to give her one present. She didn't seemed amused. It was a very non-committal, "Uh huh."

Since the last entry I shot "Raya datang lagi" and had an appearance on Kopitiam. Right now I'm in the middle of shooting "Buli" and will appear in one episode of Spana Jaya.

LAST FIVE ENTRIES

Over - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2005
A short ramble - Monday, Jul. 18, 2005
Results - Saturday, Jul. 09, 2005
A book understanding - Monday, Mar. 28, 2005
Soreness - Tuesday, Mar. 15, 2005