Wow! What a response I'm having.

Anyways... Apologies for those who have been waiting for me to update.

As usual been having problems with my pc. Now it's completely dead. *sigh* I think I'm gonna switch to a Mac. Used to be such a mac fan till windows95 came out. The new Imac is such a nice machine. I really want(ed) one. My whole office is using macs and I wanted to be the first one in the office to have one. But no... Afdlin had to beat me to it. Grrrr.... I was quite upset when I saw one sitting on his desk! Not really upset, but jealous (but still upset). I wanted one first. Me! It gave me alot to think about though, and it helped me realize what I want. I kept thinking why does he have one and I don't? Why? Why? WHY?!? Well the reason I can't have one now is because I can't afford it. Grrrr... I don't like this. I don't like not being able to have what I want! And I'm talking about material things, not people. I'm not into big houses or fancy sports cars or jewellery or travelling to other countries just for shopping or whatever. I like gadgets. I like computers. Those little accesories that go beep. Remote controled cars that go 75Km/h. All those little toys that are so the canggih-manggih that everybody (especially me) goes "Ooo... Aah... So kewl. So terror." That's what I want. But I don't have it. Coz I don't have the money. I'm starting to understand what financial freedom is all about. I mean I knew it mentally, but now it's becomming emotional. Now I feel the need to kick butt and get myself financially independent! Yeah, sure, I'm making money. But it's not enough. I'm still limited. I don't want to be limited. I don't want to think about how much a phone call is going to cost or where I'm going to get the money to repair my car. I just want to be able to do it because I can. And that's what I want. FREEDOM!

Started dating a girl. Leina. Cute. From Tawau.

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