What's been happening? Lots. Although been a it lazy to update my diary. One of the good things about doing this here is that I feel I should as I have people who read this. It sounds like an obligation, but it's not. It's keeping me in line. Have always had problems with my discipline. In fact it could be termed as "What discipline?" But having started this online diary thing and having readers, I feel like I should keep this up for not wanting to disappoint people. Again that sounds negative, cause I'm the kind that doesn't worry too much about people's opinions. I do care about people though, but I do stand by my beliefs. Not expecting anyone to agree with me either. But going back to the diary... It's not about disappointing other people that I'm worried about. It's dissappointing myself. Need to be able to respect myself. So now I've started this diary thingy, don't wanna stop. At least not from laziness. It's got to be a definite clear reason as too why. Inadvertently by keeping an online diary that anybody can access (oh and there's a reason why I keep this accessible) I've stumbled onto a concept called accountability. I remember going for self-improvement courses (they're very good, I recommend that everybody try them), and they state that when you want something, you gotta declare it. To keep yourself in line, you gotta share your goals with other people. That way they're there to remind you. So having readers for my diary I've basically let a lot of people know my intentions to keep a diary. This is good. Cause everyone's here to remind me. Qur'an says humans are very forgetful creatures.

On a high note, I've realised that I've finally become a possibility thinker! I knew this concept mentally, but now, it's inside of me. Will elaborate futher.

LAST FIVE ENTRIES

Over - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2005
A short ramble - Monday, Jul. 18, 2005
Results - Saturday, Jul. 09, 2005
A book understanding - Monday, Mar. 28, 2005
Soreness - Tuesday, Mar. 15, 2005