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Understanding Self
Thursday, Mar. 07, 2002 at 23:10

Physically tired, but mentally and, somewhat, emotionally energetic. I am excited. So much to do. Yet, to be physically tired seems to be such a contradiction. Maybe I should sleep more. Heh... I think that might help.

Again, I can honestly say it feels weird to write out my feelings like this knowing that someone can read it. It's like taking a leap of faith. Into what? Acceptance? Feels like it. This sorta seems like when I talk to God. Except with God, I'm not expecting a reply. Well, actually, I do. But not a direct reply in writing. But with this online dairy thing... hmmm... Kinda want replies. Insights. Curious about what to expect. What if no one notices all this? So does this mean I'm seeking attention? In a way I guess it is. Although this is a different form of attention. It's not the kind of attention that I get at work. This... this is personal.

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